WOW My First BLOG...Does this mean I arrived into modern times? :D

ALOHA ALL

WOW My first blog. I think this could mean I am finally arriving into the tech world. OK Maybe arrived is a strong term. Hmmmm
Hope this thing has plenty of spell check features. HAHA Me being the huked un funix Qween on occasion especially when I try to type fast.

At this moment as I type I feel like I have entered a foreign land. HAHA
HELLO HELLO Is anyone out there? LOL echo echo.....

Anyway, OK so the reason I am giving this new foreign land a shot, is I feel I have so much to share some of which I believe is unique.
Knowledge, life experience, professional experience, the love of my 4 legged babies, the challenges of the past, present and future.

So I'll start with sharing a lil bit about me. Hmmm I was born a poor Italian girl....Hmmm Nawww wait
I think that was something from a movie line. OK seriously, I think. HAHA

I was seriously poor as a child, and a real role model child of a system that was quite broke. I went from foster homes and orphanages, to streets, to shelters, and so forth. I learned quite a bit along the way. Most of it, I would say was the hard knocks way. No hand outs, no common simple things. Everything was earned and some stuff wasn't, it just came along with the life.

This is not a sad ... oh pity me story. If I had to do it all again, I would. The things I learned have come to serve me well in life. The person I am today is a person I am proud to be. Always learning and always growing.

Through my rugged childhood, I had a dream. This dream would comfort me nearly every night no matter how tough things were. I dreamed that someday I would grow up and help others just like me. Most kids I knew had what I thought as simple dreams of things they wanted more like material things. But me, I had a dream of the future.

I had a dream that was so deep in my heart. It was my survival, it was my hope it was the motivation of each breath I took. I was determined that this dream would come true, somehow. some way. No one could take it from me. It was the most solid and most valuable thing I owned.

I knew what hunger was. I knew what sadness was, I knew what frustration was and helplessness was. I knew all the dark sides of adults that most people would never know in their life time. For me it was all the norm. I was a kid and no less a child of "the system." The very system that claim to protect me was near killing me at times. The things I went through then, I didn't understand how wrong they were.
But I did know when I grew up one day...I would be the one that would make a difference. All I wanted was to help just one life. That's it. Just one. That was my life goal. I wanted to make a difference in just one life.

Well, I did grow up and inch by inch I worked my way into that goal. I was beating odds that were by no means anywhere near my favor. Not a single moment was easy. Not a single moment was not challenging. I fell countless times. Skeletons in my closet? LMAO Heck... try grave yards. But my determination was more powerful then even myself.
Every slam was just another slam that forced me to become wiser and stronger.

I'm still growing up today and I still get the slams. HAHA But as in my past each slam makes me wiser and stronger and more determined to continue to live my heart, spirit and life time dream.

There... now u know a lil bit more about me and the core of where I came from and where I continue to climb to.

I don't want to drown anyone here with reading a novel. So for now I'll leave u all with that much.
I have tons more to share. I want to share about my experiences, where I have been.

My motivation here is that through my eyes, and through my world I can motivate others to see things they many have not been able to see. Maybe if just one person who reads this blog, finds themselves motivated to make the difference in one life, then every typo, every drop of blood on the pages that I share will be worth everything. It will be another way in which I will be living my life goal. Selfish? Yeah, a lil bit, but intent wise, I believe I can still make a difference that counts.

Aloha and Mahalo. Together we are the heart beat of the future of hope.

I look forward to ur comments and reading ur experiences as well.
Oh and one more thing, this blog will not always be on a serious note. My humor is a huge part of my heart, so I plan on throwing that stuff in as well along with many other parts of my hearts joys such as my 4 legged babies. A K A Great Danes, Mokka and Polo and my grand pups. The best kids I ever had. LMAO Geeez OK, that was showing my age huh? LOL

But ehhh my two legged kids who are grow up are a big part of my heart as well. They just challenge me a bit more. LOL I get the feeling I shouldn't send them this link to them. Hmmm I guess I should leave my ex off this link too. LOL Dammm this could become slim pickins. LOL